have not had any inspiration to write anything really the last period of my life
when a person dies life does change in so many ways
i am going to Sweden now for the funeral
it is really scary because i think that i will finally understand it when i get there
and i don’t want to understand
not at all
not a single bit
I want to say though, that I had such an amazing support here
have a beautiful group of people around me
thank you all so much i love you





