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Strange fascination, fascinating me

Drinking my coffee and sending some emails, writing lists and waiting for the phone to ring…
Have thrown out some hooks now in the big London sea… hopefully I’ll be able to make a nice seafood platter soon.
They say that youth is wasted on the young, i think life is wasted on the people who is not taking advantage of it – young or not.



There have been lots of ups & downs,
but ultimately, at the end of the day, that’s
what makes you who you are. we all know
how to laugh, we all know how to cry, & we
all know how to love back. The world keeps moving,
& we keep moving along with it. &
Everything we experience helps us
realize how beautiful life really is..

Life is too short to wake up in the mornings with regrets. So love the ones who treat you right, forget the ones who don’t. Remember that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it, if it changes your life, then let it. No one said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

oh Kilburn how I adore you

when i walked home yesterday i couldn’t stop smiling, i felt so happy after
a good productive day despite the rain and wet toes… The meetings made me positive and  thrilled.
On the way home i was running around like a headless chicken trying to find the right tube, and all of a sudden it hits me;
I live in Fucking London!!!
I have a place to live, with the man i love, working on a super exciting project – in London!
damn i love my life

I know I was born and I know that I’ll die The in between is mine

I am mine

“Me, I figure as each breath goes by
I only own my mind”

“Well, I’m trying to find my way home…” “Your way? All ways here are my ways!”

good morning
it’s six o’clock in the morning and i can’t go back to sleep
i was dreaming a wonderland dream, everything was upside down and inside out….
i was dreaming about the past and the last year in my life, i woke up with the feeling of that i just completed a roller coaster ride, a tiny bit shaky, a little bit of adrenalin and the thought “did I just do that?
i went out for a cigarette and i was breathing the fresh country side/summer air, (and the smoke from the nicotine) listening to the birds and i felt and still feel; i love my country.
I’ve been traveling for so long now that I don’t really remember the thought of having a home, i lived in so many places and by the motto Where I lay my head is home, and i loved it.
i still do.
however, being at my mother’s has been the most relaxing thing in years, no worries, what so ever, at all…
and it makes me remember the sweet innocent feeling i had as a kid, that nothing could harm me, and everything could be solved with an ice cream…
The last year, especially, has been a trip, and now that i’ve landed i must say that even if i would have made a few changes, i am very happy with the decisions i made.
I miss San Francisco, my jobs and my friends loads, nevertheless i am very happy where i am, and i know that new adventures are waiting just around the corner…
a new chapter is starting again in the life of Camilla Stenmark
in the near future i’ll be moving on again
i am going to lay my head down and find a place to call home, next to him – that special someone that i love.
and I’ll have some ice cream in the freezer, just to make sure…

my thouhgts a Saturday morning at six o’clock